Monday, July 10, 2006
it pains me to know that you're not around when i need you. tears shed are once again wasted, cause you still dont know. i told myself i wouldnt let you make me upset again, but i just cant help it. you've hurt me in a different way, as a friend.
oh friend, please make me smile.
macs with mich and walnut again today! we tried to do microteaching (: i couldnt find that person i wanted to see, so nevermind ): pe was so crazy today, wc was practically laughing throughout the whole hour. thankew wc, for making me so high. though i was happy in school, things changed when we got to macs. someone said something that made me think about unhappy stuff again, i wish you could listen to me.
girlfriend, you've always got me.
though you're using me, i just want you to be happy. but i cant help but feel pained when you do this time and time again.
It's a beautiful disguise.